On this day you were born, much too soon, they said
One was thriving, one was struggling, my heart was breaking in two.
They did their best to keep you in, but all the medications didn't help.
I'm sorry, they said, there is nothing we can do.
First, Arianna was born, her healthy screams filled the room.
As the tears start to flow, off they rush you, just to be sure, to the NICU
Not a single glance was given to me. I didn't know what you looked like.
Twelve minutes later, Cameron came. This time silence filled the room.
More tears came, this time in fear, "Oh, my god, he is blue!" They said,
"Everything will be fine, honey." as they ran even faster with him.
I told your daddy to follow you and keep you by his side. I prayed to the goddess for your health. Praying
you'd survive. Sometime later your dad came back a solemn smile on his face. They brought you to me, daughter,
my healty little girl. Your brother is in trouble, only you will come home with me.
It's time for me to go see your brother to make sure all is well. Hello, Cameron, this is Mommy, finally we
get to meet. It's been a long night for both of us. I'm glad your're still with me. I want to touch
& hold you close but the doctor says I cannot. Don't be afraid, Mommy is here. I wish you could come home with
me. I love you Cameron, please hang on and fight with all your might. Mommy will visit every night.
.......BeezyBeez (Arianna & Cameron born Dec 30, 1999@34 weeks--the twins
are doing well today!)
Childern are like Kites
You spend a lifetime trying to get them off the ground. You run with them until you are both breathless, they crash,
you add a longer tail. They hit the rooftop, you patch and comfort and teach. You watch them lifted by the wind
and assure them that someday they will fly. Finally, they are airborne but they need more string and you keep letting
it out and with each twist of the twine, there is a sadness that goes with the joy because the kite becomes more distant and
somehow you know that it won't be long before that beautiful creature will snap the lifeline that bound you together and soar
as it was meant to soar--free and alone. ~~submitted by KaityK
MOON DANCING
The Moon awakes
from her sleep.
She is waiting.
A lover's waltz
Now, she hears
And you are dancing.
Hands are cold
But, warm lips say
"I am never forgetting."
Her love's fragrance
She leaves
Without regretting,
On your sheets
Where the moon
Has been sweating.
~~Adobe H
The Accident '01
Getting myself ready
Keeping mind & body steady
Inside toxicated
Could have been slated
Start out, driving slow
Put myself behind the wheel
foot on gas, ready to peel
Car seems fast, not knowing this will be past
Crash destroying my ride, no place to hide
Remove myself to walk around
Edge of the road, hit the ground
Officer sends for an ambulance
Body limp across the fence
Angels appear from above
Put me inside to show their love
Riding away with flashing lights
Siren blarring before my sights
~~SpeedSpectre
(copyrighted 2003 in memory of 2/2/02 car accident)